Thursday, February 12, 2009

Things I've Done...... to my Body

1. I sunburned myself repeatedly as a young teenager in an attempt to be tan even though I was and still am the whitest girl in the universe. At age 35 I have had skin cancer twice.
2. At 18 I was partying with some neighbors I considered friends and ended up being sexually assaulted by two guys at the same time.Even when I begged them to stop they wouldn't. One of them felt bad and stopped most of what he was doing but his friend kept biting me and hurting me. I never reported it or told anyone until now. I can still see the spot on my living room floor where they raped me. I drank with them though...and I thought it was my fault......
3. At age 18 I got a tattoo to be rebellious...my mom thought I would never get a job...I had no problem...but now at the age of 35 I wish I never got it!
4. I got my belly button pierced at age 25, drunk, in the red light district of Belgium...I was with my sister trying to recover from a messy divorce and again...being rebellious
5. I got breast implants at age 31 in 2005....I wanted to fill back up what mother nature and breast feeding 3 kids took away from me...Funny though-nothing can fill up certain needs
6. I once ended up dying my hair orange in an attempt to go blonde and in my attempt to fix the problem ended up with orange and black streaks...I never do my own hair anymore
7. In an attempt to save money I once tried to wax my own pussy and got my hair (from my head) stuck in the wax as I attempted to see what the hell I was doing!
8. To be continued.....because there is so much more....LOL

1 comment:

  1. Oh man...I am so sorry that rape happened to you. I always wanted to protect you.....I don't know what else to say except that it wasn't your fault for drinking with them...it is never alright to do what they did...No means no.

    That being said, I would have paid money to see that wax job...you got your scalp hair waxed....LOL

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